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[24 Jan 2006|03:32pm]
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[01 Nov 2005|04:33pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i havent updated in a long time so i stole this from amanda who stole it from travis who stole it from marley a long time ago

1 First grade teacher's name: Ms. Frapeer
2 Last word you said: "again"
3 Last song you sang: "stricken"
4 Last person you hugged: Grant
5 Last time you had a bf/gf?: now
6 Last time you said I don't remember: today

9 What color socks are you wearing: black
10 What's under you bed right now?: a lot of junk
11 What time did you wake up today: 6:15 am
12 Current taste: chocolate
13 Current hair: brown
15 Current annoyance: self pitty
16 Current longing: to be truely happy with who i am
17 Current desktop background: black with pink and green spots and then it says mmm chicken and then there is a frozen chicken
18 Current worry: i am worried about amanda and rhonda
19 Current hate: i hate that i care too much
20 Current favorite article of clothing: my black bra
21 Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Smile
22 Last CD that you listened to: "ten thousand fists" disturbed
23 Favorite place to be: in grants arms
24 Least favorite place: funeral home
25 Time you wake up in the morning?: depending on the day anytime between 6 and 12
27 Favorite color: orange
28 Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
30 Current favorite word/saying:
31 Favorite book: are you my mother
32 Favorite season: Fall
33 One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: i cant think of anyone

35 Where do you want to go for college?: U of M Flint
36 What is your career going to be like: i am not sure anymore
37 How many kids do you want: um...2

39 Said "I love you" and meant it: Yes
40 Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc: Yes
41 Been to New York: No
42 Been to Florida: Yes
43 Been to California: No
44: Been to Hawaii: No
45 Been to Mexico: no
46 Been to China: No
48 Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: not really crazy but a dream that has happened the next day
52 Do you have a crush on someone: my boyfriend
53 What book are you reading now?: currently i am not reading one
54 Worrst feeling in the world: lonely
55 What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: what time is it
56 How many rings before you answer: 2
59 Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
64 Do you do drugs?: no
65 Do you drink: i have
67 What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: brilliant brunette
68 What are you most scared of: losing the people that i love
69 What clothes do you sleep in?: tshirt/tank top and boxers/pj pants
70 Who is the last person that called you: jenni or grant
71 Where do you want to get married: in a church
72 If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: i wouldnt change the outside of me i would change some things in the inside
73 Who do you hate: people that think that they are better than others
74 Been In Love: yes
75 Are you timely or always late: i am pretty timely
76 Do you have a job: no
77 Do you like being around people?: for the most part
78 Best feeling in the world?: happiness
79 Are you for world peace: yes
80 Are you a health freak: no
81 Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after?: um no type....i like who i like
82 Like someone you can't have?: nope, i have him
83 Are you lonely right now: kind of i am home alone
84 Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
85 Do you want to get married: yes
86 Do you want kids?: yes

87 cried: yes
88 Bought Something: Yes
89 Gotten Sick: No
90 Sang: Yes
91 Said I Love You: Yes
92 Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: no
93 Met Someone: no
94 Moved On: no
95 Talked To Someone: yes
96 Had A Serious Talk: yes
97 Missed Someone: yes
98 Hugged Someone: yes
99 Yelled at Someone: sorta
100 Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be with: no

....well that was fun

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[17 Aug 2005|05:01pm]
adv. college prep writing-nordstrom

2-indep. study sci oly-ammons




6-sci. invest.-abbott
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[27 Jul 2005|02:44pm]
if anyone wants or knows of someone that wants an older kitten i have one to get rid of...maybe even two
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[27 Jul 2005|12:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

ok so if you want to see my senior pics this is what you have to do...

go to brassshutter.com and at the lower right there is a link that says client images...and you click that then in session ID in all lower case with no spaces type perkins20791....THEN...they don't start till the bottom of the 5th page and the first few things that is shows are just things that you can get framed so they don't really matter.....and the pics that i am getting are 19(and that is also what i am using for yearbook), 85, 4(not to pass out in a wallet but to give to my family), 99, 62, 21, 29, 100, and 34.........my parents also ordered 7,9,and 8 to go in a fame together

ps there are a few dumb ones

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[08 Jul 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | doin ok ]

when i think about it there i are some friends that i can live with the fact of knowing that i prob will lose touch of and there are other friends that i know i want them to be in my life forever because they make me happy and such......
just a thought i had

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[19 Jun 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

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[24 May 2005|08:01pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

so today was not as fun as i thought it would be. i was really excited this morning for a few reasons 1) i was excused from my classes all day to decorate for honors night 2) i was getting pizza for lunch 3) i was getting to see grant(along with my other friends) 4) I was finally getting my teeth! for the first time since first grade i was gonna have a smile with all my teeth and no metal.
the decorating was fun but not as fun as i thought it was gonna be, the pizza was good but it gave me a belly ache, and i didn't really get to see grant i only got to see him for about 5min all this was ok but my day really started to suck when i found out that my stupid anatomy group didn't do very much on our cat and they messed parts of it up, it really makes me mad, i do almost all the work and i try really hard on it and they don't do anything and when i am gone they just f'^ the whole thing and then they get mad at me for me not being there like its my fault that they are dumb.(i sound kinda harsh but i am in a bad mood and i don't care) then in 6th hour i started to get a migraine. I was trying really hard to get past it and not let it get me down because i was so excited to get my teeth. So i went home and cleaned up my room a little more talked to grant on the phone and then got ready to go to the dentist and get my teeth. When i got there they called me in and gave me my flipper(its the little thing that is on my teeth to keep them in). They put it in and it felt a little strange at first but it was ok and then the dentist people keep saying the shade is a little lighter, and we(me and my mom) kept saying "yea we got it that way cause she is whitening her teeth" well the shade isn't just a little lighter it is a lot lighter, the shade guides that they have at the dentist office are off so the flipper is way whiter than my ugly yellow teeth. I have always hated my smile because i either had metal in it or i didn't have all my teeth i was so excited to finally have a pretty smile and it is just as ugly as ever. and it makes me feel even worse because everytime i look in the mirror i see how yellow my teeth are. *sigh* i shouldn't even be complainin i am so lucky to have the life i have and not everything can be prefect but after 11 years of waiting and it still not working it starts to get disappointing. I have been a good sport through all this time of ugly teeth and this time it just pushed me over the edge, idk maybe i am just being a baby.
another thing that has been really getting to me lately and a lot today( i think it is really getting to me today because i am not very happy) is my grandma. It is really starting to hit me that she is gone. I am really starting to miss her. a lot. almost everyday i find myself almost breaking down into tears missing her. I feel like i have been completely alone through the whole thing with my grandma and it has had me really sad 2. It is partly my fault because i don't let people know that i need them i just walk around acting like everything is normal hoping that they will notice and then if they do i tell them that i am fine and i don't need the help even though i do and all i want is for someone to just hug me and let me cry to them. idk i have some thinking and reading to do, i found that it is kind of helping me to read my grandmas journals. sometimes it makes me even more sad but sometimes it makes me happy to remember her.

sorry if you read all this crap

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[17 Apr 2005|08:46pm]
[ mood | happy ]

my weekend was absolutely wonderful

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[14 Apr 2005|03:04pm]
[ mood | happy ]


-Jenni Martin for Recording Secretary!
-Cassi Perkins for Corresponding Secretary!

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[13 Apr 2005|04:00pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i have to say that today hasn't been a very good day

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[05 Apr 2005|07:28pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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Job:stamp licker
How much youll make per year:$13,538
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[01 Apr 2005|10:41pm]
[ mood | sad ]

it is the worst feeling to realize that you will never ever see your loved one again and that they are really gone. It makes it even worse when you feel all alone.

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[30 Mar 2005|12:19pm]
[ mood | content ]

so my spring break started out kinda ruff, i was supposed to go shoppin on thursday with my sister and then grant was coming over on friday but my sister decided at the last minute that we were gonna go shopping on friday so i was kinda mad because i had been waiting all week to go shopping with her and then i had been waiting all week to spend friday with grant. So i changed all my plans to go shopping on friday and have grant come over on saturday. When my sister got home on friday she had changed her mind again....this time i wasn't mad i was pissed. So we went on Saturday and we took to long so grant couldn't come over. That made me sad. After i had diner and such on saturday i had to go upstairs and clean my room so my mom could work her easter magic. I got to put my sisters laptop in my room and talk to people while i cleaned. I was really excited to go to church on sunday with amanda and my mom and i was really excited because my mom said that grant could come over. So i wake up on Sunday and my mom is on the phone with my aunt and as i am getting ready for church i listen to what is being said. I figured out that my great grandma wasn't doing very good and when my mom got off the phone she confirmed it. So we do our easter thing and open our baskets and find all the eggs and then me and my mom (and amanda) went to church. When we got home you lounged around for a little bit and throughout that time my mom was on and off the phone with family about my grandma. So we got ready and headed down to see her. I didn't realize how bad she actually was. When i walked in my stomach and heart dropped and my eyes started to water. It took everything i had not to just start crying my eyes out. My grandma was just laying there. She couldn't talk, or eat, she didn't know who anybody was, and she could barely wake up and open her eyes. Most of the visit she was sleeping...it was horrible it was like she was already gone. When we got home grant came over and we had an awesome time. It was a great pick-me-up. On Monday i started to clean out my room.....it was already clean but i had to clean it out and get rid of all my crap. I cleaned all day. Tuesday morning i woke up and came downstairs and me and my mom were sitting on the top of the steps talking about me finishing my room. Then the phone rang, my mom answered it. I knew in my gut what the call was. I never took my eyes off my mom. She knew too. She hung up the phone and burst into tears as she said "grandma aggie just died" I hugged her for a min as we cried and then she went upstairs to tell my sister. I spent the rest of yesterday cleaning my room and grieving. My grandparents stopped by for a little bit on there way home, it was nice to see them even if it wasn't under the best circumstances. Amanda talked to me a few times yesterday and it really cheered me up. She is the best friend a girl could have. And jenni was such a sweet heart she stopped by at like...idk late and gave me the cutest flowers. It was really nice. Then i got really tired and i went 2 bed. Even though my spring break has kinda sucked i am actually happy. I have typed a lot and i haven't eaten anything yet so i am gonna go eat...sorry if you got bored ready. Oh and sorry if there is a bunch of mistakes. Have a good rest of break.

love Cassi

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[15 Mar 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Today was an ok day. I had a lot of work and that sucked and i was upset about something and that sucked too but i got over it. What kinda sucked but kinda didn't was finding out what exactly is wrong with my uncle. I guess he has a giant bleb(pocket of air)on one of his lungs and a large one on the other and at the moment he is using only 30% of his lungs but he can get it fixed in surgery. If he doesn't stop smoking tho it will kill him...duh....he says he has stopped but i am not sure that i believe him because he is a compulsive lier. Another thing that sucked today is i found out that my great grandma is in the hospital. I guess when my uncle(a different one) saw her this morning she was doing pretty good but then when he went back to see her this evening she was really bad. She had had a seizer during the day and my mom says that she thinks it might be really bad and she is goin to see her tomorrow when she is done working. Other than those sucky things my day has been ok and i am trying to not let things get me down and upset because i have a lot of other things to be happy about. Right now all i can really do is pray so that is what i am going to do. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day

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[15 Mar 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | content ]

Name:Cassi Perkins
Birthplace:flint, mi
Current Location:clio, mi
Eye Color:blue...?
Hair Color:brown
Height:5 foot and 2 inches
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:my tennis shoes
Your Weakness:i don't stand up for myself enough
Your Fears:losing the people i care about
Your Perfect Pizza:extra cheese and pep.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:good grades
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:i have to pee....or i start singing the song that woke me up in my head
Your Best Physical Feature:uummm...i like my boobs and thats about it...lol
Your Bedtime:whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:...hhmmmm i don't know
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:depends on what i want (burger or nuggets)
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate candy but vanilla ice cream
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yes
Do you Sing:not good
Do you Shower Daily:yes most of the time
Have you Been in Love:
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:most if the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:not usually
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:love them!
Do you play an Instrument:yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yes...but they are for my sinus infection
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yes, i was little and it was sugar babies
How do you want to Die:in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:an orthodonist
What country would you most like to Visit:hhmm one in europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green or blue...something bright
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:depends on the boy
Height:taller than me...which is easy to find
Weight:depends on the height
Best Clothing Style:uummm
Number of Drugs I have taken:0
Number of CDs I own:a lot
Number of Piercings:two
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:there are a few

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[08 Mar 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | sick and erked ]

i hate it when people are 2 faced

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[24 Feb 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | <---look at my eyebrows ]

...sssooooo.......i haven't updated in a long time, and i am sure that there is a lot of stuff that i could say but i can't think of anything at the moment except for the same stuff as always...meaning...
i'm still stress because i still take on to much stuff and never have time to do any of the stuff that i take on.....i think that i need a nice bubble bath.....and a sub....but not in my bath...before and after my bath......a snow day would be nice 2.....but i don't see that happening......i want some cheesecake....no maybe not...but chicken nuggets sound good....i wish i was at my cabin cause i want to go fishing....i wish it was warm so it would be fun to fish........this summer i am definatly gonna fish a lot....i hope.....i am really tired and i have a lot of stuff to do but i don't want to do it so i am just typing every thought that comes into my head......i don't have anything else right now.....

bye bye

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[05 Feb 2005|08:53am]
[ mood | my head hurts ]

You Are 24 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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[23 Jan 2005|12:34pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i'm disappointed in myself

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